the hello, you

the hello, you

a hot summer's day

in a not so distant past

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Michelle
Aug 18, 2023
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July 22nd - 12:19am

I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror. My long blond hair. I think of the hours after I get out of the shower, when my hair air drys into unruly waves.


It’s mid-summer. July 2022. The day I found out about C’s cancer progressing, and it wouldn’t be long until we lost her. I broke down in the gravel parking lot. Unsure of how you would react to my sudden grief. You held me in your arms. I felt safe.

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